God knows just how many times I have opened this blog space to write something yet ended up only re-designing it all the time! I never had the inspiration which just killed me from within. Never have I been away from writing for this long! The past one year had been an absolute roller coaster ride! From breaking up into pieces to slowly gathering and rising - I have turned myself into the ever inspiring mythological bird Phoenix! I have become so firm from within that it would take a good deal of effort to break me now! With time, things are better and I am in the process of healing. Finally I found my inspiration - to read, to cook, to travel and to write!
The force behind me to make me write again was Ma! When she found how I have been lying clueless and aimless and focusing and losing my mind only over work, both at office and home... she gave me a good dealing of how and why did I stop writing. I wonder how she got that! She has not even seen my blog or any of my writings, yet she always knew! Guess that's what moms do - know everything without saying!
Ma's words and some bored time made me dive into this blog and read a few posts! The posts made me so happy... it has everything about my life! Such a happy and zealous person I was! Those happy thoughts did the wonder and made me write again and here I am! I think I will write from now on.. not on and off but on a regular basis! Life is slowly becoming stable... the crazy ride that lasted for around 4-5 years is finally done and I am out of the hang of it! So here's a goal for myself - to write/to blog - always!
Remind yourself it's okay not to be okay. Break down, cry yourself to sleep. We all are imperfect human beings!
The force behind me to make me write again was Ma! When she found how I have been lying clueless and aimless and focusing and losing my mind only over work, both at office and home... she gave me a good dealing of how and why did I stop writing. I wonder how she got that! She has not even seen my blog or any of my writings, yet she always knew! Guess that's what moms do - know everything without saying!
Ma's words and some bored time made me dive into this blog and read a few posts! The posts made me so happy... it has everything about my life! Such a happy and zealous person I was! Those happy thoughts did the wonder and made me write again and here I am! I think I will write from now on.. not on and off but on a regular basis! Life is slowly becoming stable... the crazy ride that lasted for around 4-5 years is finally done and I am out of the hang of it! So here's a goal for myself - to write/to blog - always!
Remind yourself it's okay not to be okay. Break down, cry yourself to sleep. We all are imperfect human beings!
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